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Almost 4 weeks ago on a Tuesday, Rudy began having weakness in his legs and was having trouble walking. By the weekend, he could not walk at all. We went to the ER in our small town of Silver City, NM and they began doing tests, thinking it was a pinched nerve or herniated disc. X-rays were done and the radiologist thought he saw a mass and so a CT scan was ordered. The ER Doctor came back with news that there were multiple masses in the lymph nodes in his groin and abdomen and they believed that the masses were pressing on the nerves to his legs. Due to lack of services in Silver, they transported him by ambulance 5 hours away to Albuquerque where he was admitted to UNM Hospital. A biopsy was done and this past Wednesday we received the devastating news: Stage 4 Metastatic Prostate Cancer. It is incurable but they are trying to treat it by drugs to suppress his testosterone to reduce the lymph nodes and get the pressure off of the nerves before any permanent damage is done. Rudy was working as a Home Health Physical Therapist Assistant and was our sole source of income. If he cannot walk, he cannot work. Not only do we not have any income but we do not have any insurance either. Rudy is such a Light. He is a kind and gentle man. He is a wonderful husband and the best Father and Grandfather in the world. He is a generous, compassionate man who has spent almost 40 years in healthcare both as a PTA and an Acupuncturist helping others with illnesses get better and stronger. Now it is him that needs the help. Our daughter has started a GoFundMe page for living and medical expenses for us. We have been unable to pay our rent this month and I have to live in Albuquerque while he is undergoing treatment and in rehab for his legs. Thank you for your help. I know that so many people need help right now as well. If you cannot contribute financially, we would deeply appreciate any prayers or healing that you can send our way. Below is the link to our GoFundMe Page. Bless you all.
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From March 2016-Qwan Yin:
A place of love and peace must first be found in your heart. You must learn to be content with what you have at this particular moment in time. That is not the same as settling for something and not wanting something else. You confuse those two things. Contentment means that you are happy with your circumstances and are at peace at the moment. It does not mean that you cannot want something more. It is recognizing and accepting your circumstances in the moment and finding peace within those circumstances. Contentment is appreciation of where you are and how you got there and the understanding and knowing that you are exactly in the right place at the right time and being ok with that.
It does not mean that you cannot anticipate or desire to be in a different place or circumstances but you do not need to see them as better places or circumstances. To see them as “better” implies a dissatisfaction with the moment and that is not what you want. You want to be able to appreciate, to truly appreciate, where you are in any given moment. Contentment is appreciation and being ok with where you are now. As you learn to appreciate the now, you will change your vibration and that which you dream of will become reality.
We spoke before of the emotional heart being the creative center of your being. It is of utmost importance in having the life you want. You must be content with the life you have first. You must be appreciative. You must be in that vibration of contentment of circumstances. You must be able to think to yourself and completely mean it, “I am completely happy and content in this place at this moment.” When you find the true joy of contentment at being where you are then your dreams of something different will be obtained. This may sound like a contradiction but it is not.
All creation comes out of a desire for something different. You may think of it as something better but it is more desirous to think of it as an Enhancement of what you have currently. “Better” implies that what you have is not good enough and when you think in terms of not good enough you fall into the trap of negative vibration. If you think in terms of enhancing something you recognize that it is good but with this “enhancement” it could be so much more. If you do not learn how to appreciate what you have, and by that I mean, that if you do not find the vibration of appreciation and contentment then you cannot find the vibration of enhancement.
You need to know what it feels like to be content and happy in your current situation in order to have what would be an enhancement of your current situation. When you always think that things have not turned out the way you wanted them to and see only that, you are always in a negative vibration. You must think and truly feel that where you are is exactly where you should be and not only that, exactly where you intended to be. Intent is most important in feeling the proper vibration.
It is time to step out of the past. You can look back through your whole lifetime and see all the “mistakes” that you have made. In fact, you do that quit a bit. But you need to stop living in the past. You must learn to live in the present and to find the joy and happiness everyday in where you currently are and what you currently are doing. Intend that every day you will be joyful and content. Continue to picture what you feel would be an enhancement to your life and the joy that that would bring but feel joy and true gratitude for where you are right now. Feel joy and gratitude as well for what you have been through that has brought you here.
It is like that saying that you saw on Facebook. “My record of getting through bad days is 100%!” That is a wonderful thing! When you show gratitude and contentment for where you are in the moment, you will find that even in your “bad” days there was indeed some good. Every day has good in it and you must learn to find and accept and be grateful for the good in that day and be content that you were able to experience all that the day brought you.
That does not mean that you will never be sad when you lose a loved one or some tragedy occurs that saddens you but it means that you will not put sole importance on the “awful” thing that happened. You will mourn as you are meant to but you will not dwell in that vibration of sadness and allow it to take you to a darker place. The vibration of sadness itself is not a terrible vibration but when you allow it to turn into despair, it becomes terrible. Even in the sadness of losing a love one you should be able to find the joy in knowing that they have simply gone home and that you may still enjoy their presence-just in a different form.
There is always some joy or gratitude or contentment to be found. When you can find this in any situation then you live in the vibration of contentment and gratitude and then all things that you dream of are possible.
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